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Date / Time : Sunday, December 18, 2011 / 9:30 AM
Words are being stucked up in my heart, i wouldnt dare to say a word baby. Let the nature take over. im tired, seriously dead tired. I know words no longer mean a thing. I understand you're tired too. I once believed that i could get your heart even when you loved her first... But im totally wrong. To think that you actually could let me go so easily. And when ive said i wanna to change for you, i seriously mean it, but there you are pointing out even more and more mistakes of mine. It hurts so much that, i eventually would like to stay quiet. Yes. ive lost. I lost you, i can never make you mine. This love has ended. And surely God is telling me that it is time to move on to my studies. Just at the right time.
You know, ive never say that you're not good enough. But i seriously wish the sensitiveness in you could slightly change a little. You said that you've done so much for me but i see nothing in it, but hey baby if you're really sincere i can feel... but there you are yelling and shouting at me.
We're always fighting over something so minor. I never had any valentine like you, having such special illness & character... Im taking this as an experienced gained...
Well, i told God last night before ive gone to bed... If He wants me to wait, i would. I dont mind. All i wanted was just us to be in love peacefully, like other couples are doing, doing great and happily in love... Cant we have a little of that in us too? Why do we have to be always quarreling?
God, if me and him is meant to be together, let us have some peace will you? I know youre letting me to go through these shits... But God, im really breaking down soon...

-Somebody save me. I seriously loved him with everything. I put in efforts too. Now im fucking left with nothing... SKX<3
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